begining of our sweet stories =))
-sweet toks!!-
baby, if dhe sky ever falls, i will b ur turtle shell, protecting yo0h frm evry single damages <3
i will b ur moon, always being dere on ur darkest side <3
iloveu more dhen dhe stars in dhe sky, water in dhe ocean <3
my love 4 yo0h is deeper dhen dhe sea, hotter dhen dhe sun <3
iloveu dear =)
-simply iloveu-
iloveu!
我爱你
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i <3 yo0h
i heart yo0h
hmmx todae mum suddenly told me she noe everytink though i dun wish to admit the relationship
she sae we cant be together foreva
b4 she tell me tat u send me a msg tat u promise u wont leave me
u wanna prove my mum wrong
at tat time i m happie tat u hav tis kind of determination
but jus control my tears bahx
almost 2 yrs de relationship
where got say 4get jiu 4get
jus now watch the bubbles floating in the air
so beautiful
but tat's onli for awhile & burst
was tinking wad if our relationship is like tat
as fragile as the bubbles
wad would we becum now?
total strangers?
or struggling to maintain tis relationship?
den i told myself our relationship wont be as fragile as the bbubbles
cuz u promise me u wont leave me alone in tis world
maybe we're not meant to be wif each other till eternity
but i cherish the time being wif u
every secs as long as i can see u
able to see u is my most hapie moment
cuz u're wif me by my side which nobody do
i treasure u more than anytink even my life
jus hope tat our relationship is strong enough to overcome the obstacles we're going to face in future
but still in my heart i believe we can last eternity
even though cant
i will kep the happie memories in my heart always
realli
i love u
mUaCks
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at;7:42 AM
hmms, its 3plus n i cant get 2 slp.. was tinking whut was on ur mind n whut happen 2 us?
i guess, yo0h were tinking tt our love haf sunk eh.. but nort me.. i m v sure i stil love yo0h s much s i do b4.. pretty upset each tym yo0h flare up over a small matter.. its nort lyk i betray yo0h or sumtink.. i no its surely my fault.. i m nv rite in anything.. yo0h always reply 'sorry den' which i no its nort frm yo0h.. wheneva we kinda nort happy i feel lyk i m ur enemy.. ur tone sounds lyk yo0h wanna kill me dis instant.. yo0h oso said tt i m assuming, i might b i guess.. but i really dunno whut happen.. whuts so hard bout saying ur heart out 2 me which yo0h hope 2 get frm me? i m doin it nw.. i just wanna let yo0h understand hw m i feeling through here kos i dun really no hw 2 face yo0h in sms or sumtink.. n really dun wanna argue wif yo0h anymore.. tym has past, dhe gentleness frm yo0h comes n goes.. izzite really true tt only when i cry or when both of us is in v gd mood dhen will get sum comfort frm yo0h? seeing yo0h cry out loud in my present giv me a relief n heartache.. relief tt i m dere 2 lent yo0h my hugs n sayang yo0h.. heartache tt i made yo0h tear again.. sumtyms when yo0h r down, n i m by ur side, i really hope i can just shutup, kos i no yo0h wun tel me ur problem face 2 face, n yo0h wun ans my ques at all.. which i really dun lyk.. aft being 2gether 4 so long, y cant yo0h just tell 2 me? i actually haf alot inside my heart, just tt i dunno hw 2 express dhem out.. i hope 2 hear whut r yo0h tinking nw too.. hao rang wo neng jie shi..
sumtyms i actually gone pass dis qns ' whut happen 2 her? y is she so diffenrent frm dhe past? izzite tt i really pampered her too much lyk whut ppl sae? ' i dun lyk 2 bring up 2 yo0h 'pampered yo0h too much' kos i no yo0h would always sae dhen dun pampered so much lerhs.. which my butt oso no its impossible.. my love 4 yo0h is too strong, really.. nth can express hw much iloveu but i just no hw much i do.. more dhen dhe stars.. i haf previously pen down lots of tots, happiness, unhappiness here.. but eventually delete dhem.. yo0h said b4 i nv tot of ur feelings, sumtyms yes but sumtyms no.. i sumtyms tok without tinkin which i didnt meant 2.. i m srry.. but other tyms i haf feelings too.. yo0h r getting harder n harder 2 coax or please.. previously its quite easily.. nw, i tried by doin funny tinks but yo0h would push me away, rather hard, yo0h use 2 treat me better i guess.. i might type til i dunno whut i m saying bout.. just felt tt yo0h change.. easily angry? evrytink here has no offence.. dun jump 2 those reply tt r sumtink lyk divorce la, dun treat me so gd la, dun pamper me la.. yo0h no i wun.. we r getting more =((((((((( which is v sian 4 both of us.. whut is really dhe problem? share wif me pls.. if i quarrel or fight wif ppl i can get dhe hell out of dhem, but wif yo0h.. i dun even tink i was quarreling which yo0h always tot so n did so.. i dun even bear 2 shout at yo0h.. sae yo0h or whut.. i m v soft hearted against yo0h.. its lyk even if 1 dae yo0h stab me again n again i will just let yo0h do so.. i rather yo0h hurt me dhen i hurt yo0h.. was i giving in? i dunno.. gal, yo0h gave me lots of happiness throughout.. yo0h gave me evrytink. n only yo0h can really dig out my laughter.. i really enjoyed so much wif yo0h.. but 4 me, i feel tt i make yo0h tear more dhen laughter.. i dun really rem whut i can do or has already done 2 make yo0h happy.. i m srry.. iloveu eternity.. i really do.. i just love u so much.. iloveu!!!!!!! muacks..
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